Sunday, January 27, 2008
I guess i'm not as observant as ever...
it seems like ppl has change around me...
for good...and for bad...
different ppl change differently...
and yet i didn't really notice it..
sometimes i wonder if it's right to not stop certain things when u know it's wrong..
but it's hard to speak out..
Ppl are like tools...
we make use of each other to gain benefits of own..
but there are ppl who also selfishly keep everything to their own..
there is no right or wrong doing to this...
it's the opinion on individual thinking..
no one can stop wat we choose to think..
onli u know wat u wan to think..
*To do the right thing or the wrong thing lies on individual hands..
6:14 PM
So fast it's time for my vocational training...
it will takes 1 month...
another 1 month to be inside again..
this time round..
lesser ppl is around anymore..
many things cannot do anymore..
it's going to be a tough 1 month to get thru..
hope everything will be go on juz smooth for me..
nothing happen at all..
that's my wish..
*Do know when it's time for work..we put in the same effort we always did for all jobs..
6:09 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
another day has pass..
feeling so moody..
simple things that i can do seems so hard..
even feel that talking wif someone is so much difficult now..
everything happen today..
is juz so useless and meaningless..
rotting down there...thinking lots of thing in mind again..
feel that human sometimes are juz too stubborn..
u know u dun like to do it...
u like to be angry abt anything..
u wan to avoid everything..
u choose to be alone..
yet we nv do it..
how contradict is a person??
sometimes we really feel like doing something..
juz that we have no courage..
we have no confident...
dun believe that it's true that it happen to u...
by opening your mouth u know things can be different..
yet we juz can't bring ourselves to do it..
when someone think a lot..
they tend to sort out lots of thoughts...
eventually u understand how ppl thinks too..
but all these are useless..
u won't earn anything by doing all this..
be knowledgable is better...
be practical in life...
things won't change for u..
onli u make the change..
sometimes u may need a guide to help u..
to lead u..
but they are still not u..
onli u know wat guide u the path u wan..
if onli talking is like thinking..
wat u think is wat u wanna say..
den we will know the direct answer of wat ur mind think..
and not the opposite that u wish to hide..
after writing all this..
i feel this is so crap!!
ha..ha..ha..
Dun read it!! spoilt ur mind..
kill ur brain cells..
all these is rubbish..
*When you got too much thoughts..write it down somewhere..so you can keep it..and need not to think so much in a goal..
1:16 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Finally POP le..4 months have passed ever since my NS life started..wif a group of 37 guys which forms up to Squad 44 "Shi Zup Shi" (in Hokkien)..it was fun yet tough days...we are so united as a group..we have very good team spirit...we cheer each other up..and now it's time to bid farewell to each other le..it's time for everyone to have their role to work on..i still rmb the time we endure all pains..the time we have so much fun..the time we play pranks on each other..the time i was been teased of "Yes Sir" *thumbs Up*..the time we was punished by our FI..the time we study so hard together for our Law exam..it was so much to say..i would like to say..."Thank You Guys!!"i will nv forget all of you..Even if we are so close to become Best Squad..WE ARE STILL THE BEST SQUAD..*No matter how tough the training..eventually you will endure it through because there are friends around with you..
11:52 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Still another sleepless night..
not tired at all..
many thoughts juz came to mind..
if u ever have someone whom u know facing some troubles between family..
what will u do??
will u help them??
even if u help le..nothing has change...
or did u make it worsen??
or they don't wish to talk to u anymore??
all these are the situations that may happen..
i really hope i wasn't there to listen..
i wasn't there to be busybody..
however this is not my doing...
i juz like to help in anyway..
nv knew things will turn out this way..
i'm sorry if i got the chance to say it..
and if u are there to listen to me..
*Even if we are a good listener..we may not be a good advicer..
2:54 AM
13 days passes so fast..
however nothing really happen too..
either happy or sad..
it's juz another day..but come to think abt the time when u been thru the hardships with ur NS buddies..the good times and bad times..we shld learn to cherish this time now..learn to say sorry to anyone whom u are sorry to..learn to encourage one and another when they needed one..learn to share their probs not letting them face it alone..learn to behave what we shld behave now..however..speaking is more easier than action..i dunno if human are always like this..we always say..but not do..am i like this too??i wonder..always wondering..*thinking**Action speak louder than words..keep this in mind..
2:33 AM
It's been 13 days of 2008 le...I'm sorry for this late post..Juz wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year!!Hope u all forget all bad memories..Keep all good memories..Esp the love u received from anyone..the love u gave to the special someone..all this will always be inside our heart..even if there are so much to say for 2007..
thoughts running thru the mind...let's keep it..somewhere u wish it will be..now let's create a new history for 2008..*Smile* ^-^ *History is for us to look back on how we present ourselves in the past and to reflect on the bad habits and doings we did..
2:10 AM
