Thursday, July 13, 2006
This morning was a breezy cooling morning...rain is still falling...but still have to carry the heavy little me to school...dun really feel like going...but for the sake of the attendance...lesson has been a bored 1...nothing really interested me out...even during today guitar lesson...was not really an enjoyable 1...this is wat i feel...maybe becoz of my mood ba...i dunno if i have make a mistake...or did something wrong...my mei mei did not reply any sms for the whole day...even when i call her...no respond was the answer for me...even if juz some words...maybe i can ease down my worries...it has been hard for her....school work not going on her ways...working hard but it dun pays for some subject...but this is part of life...i guess this is part of mine too...ha...ha...ha...
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*Always realise things before it happen..if not u may regret even if u don't even know that u have did something disastious...
1:28 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
It has been so long..depression came to action..no mood to write anything ba...nothing really happen during the 1 month that i forgot to blog...and it also so concidence that i blog almost every month...when i am on the mood of depression...Problems from anywhere will nv stop there...and i am sure that i have to face it...i am grown up...but i still feel that i am not...am i?....juz wan to know of an answer...is being "kuai" not that good?...or should i say i need to be naughty a bit more...ppl often say that y u mama boy...but i am juz being filial to let them know wat i am really doing...dun they do that too??..maybe i am juz to simple minded...maybe i am still soft...that's y...i dunno wat is my impression to others..and i always wanted to know...even is good or bad...can i know??...even is bad...y??being alone i think still is my best time to imagine things around...to imagine almost anything...ha..ha..ha...... *to walk out of depression...firstly u need to walk out yourself...BE YOURSELF!!
12:09 AM
