ii-prromiise*

Lei's random thoughts 14...

2010-04-09T11:40:00.002+08:00

我们都是从一个人..接触到外间的世界..认识到朋友..

是好友还是损友..我们一开始都不会知道..

直到发生事情时..你才会知道..

你会判断吗?

Lei's random thoughts 13...

2010-01-11T11:48:00.001+08:00

新的一年里..你的2010年的目标是什么呢??

Lei's random thoughts 12...

2009-11-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

一个人的冲动决定..

会不会是一生的遗憾..

Lei's random thoughts 11...

2009-11-12T02:01:00.002+08:00

有时人因为怕误会而说谎..

可是这都是善意的谎言..

如果你身边最亲的人告诉你..他/她为何要说谎之后..

你会相信他/她吗??

你会原谅她/他吗??

Lei's random thoughts 10...

2009-11-04T00:15:00.002+08:00

你活着的推动力是什么?

Lei's random thoughts 9...

2009-11-02T12:51:00.002+08:00

你曾经爱恋过谁?

你是否有让他/她知道吗?

如果在给你多一次的机会..你是否会让他/她知道吗?

Lei's random thoughts 8...

2009-10-23T00:37:00.001+08:00

你的生命里最重要的人是谁?

你是否珍惜过他/她呢?

Lei's random thoughts 7...

2009-10-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

在沉默的夜晚里..你想的人会是谁呢?

Lei's random thoughts 6..

2009-10-09T17:36:00.002+08:00

你会很在意你的样貌吗?

Lei's random thoughts 5..

2009-10-07T17:18:00.002+08:00

每当你跌倒时...是否有位朋友扶着你呢?

Lei's random thoughts 4..

2009-10-05T15:14:00.001+08:00

每当下雨的时候，你在想着什么？

Lei's random thoughts 3..

2009-10-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

一个人走着这条路..很自由..没人控制我们..

但是寂寞总是围绕着我们..

当有人控制我们的一举一动时..自由没了..

但因此我们知道有人是在乎我们的..

你会想要走那一条路呢??

Lei's random thoughts 2..

2009-10-03T02:57:00.002+08:00

当你独自走在街上时，你是否有留意着周围的点点滴滴?

Lei's random thoughts 1..

2009-09-30T02:32:00.002+08:00

当爱离开时，我们还会记得什么?

你有问过自己吗?

Lei's Thinking World 5...

2009-09-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

The boy began to find out more about her..

tried to know her better himself..

this is the first time he ever feel that he is doing something he had never tried before..

and this is not something that will be taught in class..

The boy also find out more from his girl classmates too..

to understand how a girl is thinking and etc..

eventually he expressed his feelings..

However, it turned out to something that he didn't imagine..

it is something good for both of them..

he understand it and respect it..

Because he knows that..

As long as she is happy..he is happy too..

Lei's Thinking World 4

2009-09-07T14:20:00.001+08:00

After that day..both the boy and the little girl become good friends..

and finally both of them graduated..

and both of them have to go separate ways to their different school..

however, both of them wish for the best for each other in future..

Subsequently, the boy moved on..

The boy came to one of his most important part of his life..

A life which determines his path of his real beginning of his life..

the boy is exposed to many different things which he never imagine that he is doing it now..

Through all the things he was exposed..he also met up with many different friends too..

He also realised that he had fallen for someone..

maybe her smile..or her friendly personality..

Lei's Thinking World 3..

2009-06-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

The little boy has moved onto Primary school..

Though he was still small..

However, there was this particular girl who had attracted him..

She was a classmate of this little boy..

The little boy was attracted by the little girl smile..

But she is fierce little girl..

No guys in my class dare to disturb her..

Even for the little boy..

However, a particular bad day for the little boy..

A re-arrangement of seat was made and the little boy was placed to sit beside her..

Whenever any of the little boy's male friend disturb her..

The little boy have to suffer her beating, pinching and etc..

As time passes..the little boy got used to it..

At the same time..he began to understand her better..

Everyone do have a soft side..even for that little girl too..

On a mid year exam..when the result was out..

The little girl broke down to tears..

Her result did not turn out to her expectation..

Little boy seeing her in that state..he decided to comfort her..

By showing his lousy result compared to her..

By hearing her out..

And also to let her vent her sadness by suggesting on hitting him..

The little boy managed to cheer her up..

And the little girl smile again..

The little boy also smile back at her..

Inside his heart..he know that he had fall in love for her smile..

Lei's Thinking World 2..

2009-06-13T13:34:00.002+08:00

In life, sadness is another thing that the little boy had experienced..

Sadness comes in many form..

The worse scenario is to lose someone u are close to..

The little boy has many friends around him..but he is close to this particular childhood buddy..

He still recalled that his buddy has saved him from a ferocious dog..

And his buddy got injuried when he was chasing the dog away..

Though his buddy was injuried..he is still strong and comfort on the traumatized little boy..

The little boy has a phobia of dog because he was bitten by a dog before..

The feeling of been bitten by a dog and you are unable to loosen the bite..

It is the worst...

Not long later after that..his buddy became to get sick..and passed away..

It is due to a disease from the dog..

The little boy was so sad because his buddy died because of him..

After that..the little boy overcome his phobia and became to be strong like his buddy..

Since then, the little boy's buddy has engraved in the his heart..

Lei's Thinking World 1..

2009-06-11T13:01:00.002+08:00

A little boy who has grown up in an average family should feel delighted..

However, there are times the little boy feel that delighted is just not as enough for him..

He started to think of ideas that he can be much happy..

On a particular day, he was at a park with his family for picnic..

He saw a family celebrating for their daughter's birthday..

The little girl was happy to see so many present given by her friends and her family..

However, the little girl teared when she saw her good friend's present..

It is a simple present but effort was spend to create it..

The present was a comic book..and the story is about her and her friend..

How both of them got to know each other..

How both of them share their troubles and joys with each other..

All these are drawn by her friend..

The little girl was touched and went speechless..

The little boy then realised that making people happy is also another form of happiness for him..

Sorting up the thoughts..

2009-06-11T12:53:00.002+08:00

It has been a while I last posted..

Didn't realise that time has been so fast..

It's already one year when I started my current job..

I got to know a lot of friends..

Exposed to many things..

Have a lot of good times too..

I must say..I do enjoy all the times when I am with my friends..

*Friends are easy to get but difficult to maintain..

Feb feeling..

2009-02-19T11:43:00.002+08:00

When comes to feb..

we can feel love and happiness is all around..

but to some..it might not be the case..

it might be the worst month for them..

it reminds them of the sour memories which they wanted to forget..

a feeling of being lonely..

a feeling of don't want to go out and look at happy families or couples..

a feeling of lost and random thoughts..

no one will understand their feelings..

what they needs is to be alone by themselves..

*Memories is something we wish to keep it but unable to control it..

Strive for the best!!

2008-12-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

If you want to strive for the best..

Always remember that the best will not come easy..

It takes time and guiding to produce the best result..

Though the path to it may be tough at times..

A lot of scolding and mistake were happened in the course..

But always take it as a lesson to make yourself better..

*Only we know what is best for us..

Lonely days..

2008-12-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

As time passes day by day..

One may feel the loneliness in them..

Especially when they are the only child in the house..

Especially when no one is at home..

Especially when they are not in love yet..

I am only fit for the last options..

However, love can be found in family's care and friend's care..

But some may want a different care..

A care that will fills their heart..

A care that motivates them..

This is what we call as one of the feeling from LOVE..

*Love is a blanket for Loneliness...

Memories..

2008-11-03T10:06:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when we are young..our parents control us a lot..

All because they do not want us to mix with bad influence..

However, if we became too obedient and listen to them all the time..

one might lose his sense of confidence and too dependant on parents..

In many ways of angles we can see in life..

no matter is young or old..

everyone is unique..no one has the same feeling, same thinking as you do..

But people may understand us in some ways too..

Do let them come into your life and understand you..

*Human are unique and no one can be replaced by another you..

Protecting someone..

2008-10-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

I like the story of "Zui Chang De Dian Ying" by Jay Chou..

I always want to protect the ppl whom I care and love from hurt..

to make them feel that I will always be there for them..

this way will make one stronger..

the one who give out so much effort to protect and care for them..

will also be the one whom don't wish for any return from them..

all they want is to see their loves one happy..

to be able to see them smile..

their smile is already a gift in return..

*When effort was well spent..

Smiley day..

2008-10-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

Most of the time when we walk around the street..

How many smile can be see as you look around??

Due to the fast pacing of our life..

People tend to stop smiling anymore..

Sometimes people also smile for the sake of work..

However, there are still people smile sincerely everyday..

Treating each day like a smiley day to make people day feels good when they smile to them..

Watching comedy show can helps one to smile and relax..

Thus forget about the busy life that we are having..

Routine stuffs..

2008-09-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

The things I have been doing seems like a routine to me..

work 2 day rest 2 day..

the 2 rest day..seems so gd yet so bored too..

sometimes want to go out yet too lazy..

sometimes want to jio frenz out but they also not free..

so most of the time I staying at home..

nothing seems to change either..

life still so bored..

Sleep becomes part of my habit I always do..

and thinking start to come back again..

let's end for today..

tml is IPPT..all the best for me..

*Routine job can be predictable on what we should do..but can be bored on doing the same things..

Driving lesson..

2008-09-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

Recently was busy with driving lesson..

thus work was like the heart was not there...

i feel i have lost touch..now it's time to catch back..

and today was my driving test..

but sadly..i failed..

however..it's okie to face the reality of failure..

suffering in failure will cause one to be worse..

due to driving too..i nv update my blog..

now it's time to bring it to a new life..

*Failure makes someone learn and become stronger..

Work starting to picking up..

2008-08-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

Slowly things is picking up for me..

I started to be more confident in doing things..

I also chat with yanchee recently..

abt many issues...

find out somethings i might be lack of..

slowly discover what am i lack of..

from there pick up and change...

be sociable seems to be good too..

but too sociable may be a bother to some too..

I'm sorry if i will to be a bother to others..

whoever read this..pls tell me if i am a bother to u!!

thanks!! i appreciate any feedback de!!

*Pick up of things you might lack of..this may help to change a person's view of you in future..

Hospitalised experience

2008-08-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

It was long time I last updated..

all this while I was busy and seldom online coz tired..

I just got hospitalised recently..

initially I tot it was a small minor aching onli..

nv knew it was such serious matter..

at first the doctor at the hospital told me that i might be suspected of appendicitis..

hence I decided to stay overnight for 1 day for observation..

luckily after the observation..everything was normal..

juz some swollen at the part due to white cell and germs stuck there..

but staying hospital for the first time is an bad experience for me..

I was starved coz I was not able to eat or drink..

I might be push in for operation if it got worsen..

though I was drip with 6 packet of sodium chloride..I'm still hungry..

nvm everything has over le..hope I be fine..

*Treat all matters of health seriously..It is not a joking business..

Been Tagged!!!

2008-07-12T08:28:00.003+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? I will feel very very hurt..and think back on what i have done to make her betrayed me..but I will not hate her..

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To be able to master the way of cooking and see the satisfaction on the people who eat my dishes..

#3. What will your dream wedding be like? a place where my loved one loves..or maybe the place where we prefer..

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? Maybe..i'm only a bit sure that the path i'm taking now...but unsure if the path i take.. will i carry on??

#5. What’s your ideal lover like? Someone who like to smile..have the same frequency with me..someone who understand me..someone who can be naughty and gentle at times..

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? Loving someone is more blessed..coz I know that she is happy been loved by me..

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? If I think it is worthwhile to wait..maybe I will keep waiting for this person..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? I will not be involved in it..but will still be there for her as a friend..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Nothing really..Only moody without any reason..

#10. Is being tagged fun? Yeah!! I get the chance to read on what others wrote..=x

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time? Maybe already married..with a wonderful family with my children..

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?My family, my mei mei, my buddy and my close friends...

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? Photogenic for sure!! Loving, caring, always like to smile and laugh, friendly, fun and understanding..=)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor? I would prefer to be married but poor..Coz it is hard to survive if you are lonely..I like to have something to strive for.. like to work hard to earn money for my family..

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning? Hmm..thinking that.."Wa!! so fast it's morning again.."

#16. Would you give all in a relationship? Yes of course!! To make my loved one knows that I cared for this relationship..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? I would only picked on one of them..the one whom I think I really love..

#18. What type of friends do you like? Any friends is alright for me as long as they don't give me trouble..HAHAHA!!

#19. What type of friends do you dislike? Someone who looks down on anyone he don't like..

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? Friendship..coz I know that friends are always there for us..

Here's the 8 people that I'm going to tag..
Qiao ting, Rose, Zhu jun, Jessica, Sandy, Yini, Chao xiang, and Boon wei

Came across some ppl blog..

2008-07-03T12:18:00.003+08:00

Happened to read on some email sent by my friend about a blog of a girl who lost her bf and moved on strong..

so much memories was attached when one lost someone they loved..

it hard to understand how they feel..

it hard to console them too..

however we just keep them company..

like how their loved one show love and care for them..

they will pull thru and become strong..

because inside them..their loved ones lived in them...

cherished everyone around u..

give every hugs or every kisses if u think u shld..

i just hope she will pull thru strong!!

Jia you!!

*Pain from lost of loved one is temporary..because we know that they always live in our heart..

Some Thoughts in mind to share..

2008-06-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

Songs can make one mind changes their mood..

it can make one so emotional..

it can make one so cheerful..

it can make one so agitated..

so many story pop up in the mind upon hearing each song..

a touching scene..

a past bad experience scene..

a death scene..

and many many more..

all this linked up to our story of life..

we can write this story into a book..

however i dunno how to go upon to start..

i like my life..to be surrounded by music..

and thanks to the person who invented music!!

music becomes part of my life..

*Music is the storyteller which speaks about my life..

A Simple day

2008-06-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

Juz another simple day had passed..

so fast is night time again..

the time on off day seems to be passing so fast..

seems like not enough to use..

but i spend my off day for today very effectively..

coz i learnt abt new things..

sometimes we have to ask question to know more things..

but there are ppl dun like to ask..or no confident to ask..

dun really care if u got scolded or something..

and dun be dishearted or scared abt it..

this is life!!

*Life has so much thing to learn and experience..enjoy it in your way!!

Updating the blog

2008-06-20T10:12:00.002+08:00

Singing has become part of my life..

i enjoy singing alot..

it makes me so relaxing..

i can forget the intense work which i have been thru so far..

but u must find the correct group of ppl to go wif..

den u will enjoy it to the fullest..

Future plans still thinking thru..

some frenz did asked me..but i was still thinking..

for now is maybe meet up more wif my frenz..

to keep in touch wif most of them..

and see more life ba..

maybe i will have a much clearer mind for my future..

*Future seems so far..but you never know when it already the future..

Intense and stressful

2008-06-02T19:56:00.002+08:00

The work is quite intense..

i sometimes almost can't feel anything such as hungry when the work is so intense..

slowly i picking up things..

hope i will eventually picked up the basic..

i must be resourceful too..

cannot always depends on others..

they are right..sometimes we juz depend on others too much..

however..that doesn't mean one dun need any frenz..

frenz is their support..

when the stress is intense..u find them to chat..to relax ur mind a bit..

thanks for all the frenz around me!!

*Picking up the basic isn't easy..but we try our best!!

Stress!!

2008-05-27T10:14:00.002+08:00

Confidence is really hard to build..

When u dunno ur work well yet..

i trying my best to adapt to it!!

Soon i am sure i can do it!!

life isn't the same for any one...

we must be blessed that we are still here..

many out there is suffering..

yet ppl complains for just a small small small thing...

sometimes this kinda thing can be solve so easily..

yet they wan to make it complicated!!

y keep giving stress to yourself when u can do it simple..

*Try to do things simple..spend more time on thinking before we do anything..look at the bigger picture..

A change of life le..

2008-05-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

It's been a month i ever updated..

and it's also a change of life too..

Responsibility is on the my hand now..

i need to hold it well to balance it..

i dunno how well can i do it..

but i promise to do my best..

wif so many ppl supporting me..

i am sure i can build my confidence..

coz i know there are listening ears of my frenz!!

*Responsibility is something that builds someone confidence..

Late nights again..

2008-04-19T02:37:00.004+08:00

It's late now..yet i can't get to sleep when i feel so tired..

i was tossing round and round..

going to rain again..

wonder if tonight will be a cold night again..

still unable to feel the tireness to sleep..

yet keep thinking of the dream i have..

wondering if i will dream again tonight..

juz like forbidden kingdom..

it's all juz a dream..

yet so real to him..

but these are all drama..

*Dreaming is addictive at times..

My dream..

2008-04-17T07:26:00.002+08:00

People do dream during their sleep..

same for me too..

but not that much..

i usually encounter almost the same dream..

the ppl appearing are almost always there..

juz like a few of good frenz always wif u..

it's like a very good dream to have it..

juz like we always wish for a sweetdream to ppl too..

to me this dream..

i can experience a lot of good feeling i had inside..but realised that it's not real..

it may be true that sometimes when u miss someone..

the person may appear in your dream..

how i wish it's real afterall..

inside my dream i did things i dun do in real life too..

and i'm quite shocked..

i'm actually smoking!!

haha..i dunno y..dun ask me..

*Good dreams always makes someone feel so good yet so empty..

Opts Capture is over

2008-04-17T07:18:00.002+08:00

Finally i have been rotated out of the duty...

now is reporting back to my own division for work after 3 day of rest..

ytd report is like a brand new start of the attachment..

onli this time round won't feel so less confident..

recently many things has happened..

my grandma was having some eye problem..

but luckily it turn out for the good for now..

going back for an appointment soon..

next is one of my relative has passed away..

should not mention much..

juz feel that another person has left us again..

one less person around anymore..

*Cherish everything that is around you before it left you..

Flaws of Oneself..

2008-04-08T10:14:00.004+08:00

Things aren't that simple afterall..

we wanted life to be simple and easy..

somehow or rather..

it will still be complicated..

nothing changes this..

One cannot perfect too..

Sure there will be flaws in one..

U will not know it yourself till others say it to u..

From there we changes..

It may not be a gd change..

but i'm sure that it benefits us..

not many can take their flaws..

but this is U!! we have to accept that..

but put it in a positive way to think it..

if not things going to be worse...

*Flaws can be good if you look at it in a different angle..

Health is not really good recently..

2008-03-27T12:53:00.002+08:00

Juz realise that..after i started this Opts..

it's more tiring and straining of energy compared to normal work..

Health not looking gd..hitting red light at times..

i think i need more rest..

how i wish the travelling time can be lesser..

den i can have more rest..rather than travelling so long..

it's been a while i lasted blog..i dun wish to keep this dead..

i wan it alive...but sometimes i juz too tired to blog..

finally i'm fit enough to blog..hahax..

tonight another night shift for me..

hope i'll be able to endure thru the night!!

One more thing!!

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY SYAZA!!*

Finally it's ur big day le..

but workload keeps piling up for u ba..

take care of ur health oh!! hope u will have an enjoyable day..

lastly hope ur wishes will come true!! *^-^*

*With good health, we can do many things..so take good care of yourself!!

Nowhere to go..

2008-03-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

Lately it's been raining...

feeling so lazy to go anywhere...

feeling so troublesome too..

feeling so restless..

juz realise that somethings aren't going my way..

but still have to face it positively..

maybe in the future it will changes..

future is so far..

hard to see..

hard to predict..

it all lies in one hand..

time passes day by day..

it's not easy to make everyday worthwhile..

but we still do our best..

u nv know when u will waste this chance to do the things u would like to do..

*Future is lies in our hands..

"IF"

2008-03-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

Usually when we talk to anyone..

or start any writing..

will u think of the word "If"??

"If" is such a powerful word..

example : If i will a millionaire..If i have did this..

so many "If"..

What if there is no "If"..

will our life be different??

"If" this word makes one run their imagination wild..

make us think abt almost anything we like it to happen..

but all this are all assumption..

how can we live on without "If"..

many ppl may live in pain and hopeless..

coz this can be a source of hope for ppl..

hope that things will happen that way..

and it will affect them ALOT!!

*The power of words can be so strong than any actions we do..

MS on the run

2008-03-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

Due to the MS on the run..

many ppl was been affected..

i'm one of them too..

because of him..

we have to work extra hard..

we have to lookout for him..

we have to comb the forest..

we have to paste notices..

and many many more..

Not Police onli..even Army was activated..

everywhere is talking abt the same topic..

how we wish he will be caught soon..

and all this troubles will end soon..

many ppl will start to bring their smile back on their face..

many ppl will get to see their love ones again..

many ppl finally can get a rest..

Let's pray hard!!

i hope nothing will happen at all..

PEACE!!

*Escape is not an option to solve anything..FACE IT!!

2008-03-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since i last updated..

i was quite busy wif my work..

most of the time i spend relaxing..

hence nv update..

so fast Feb has gone..

the end of the month of romance..

the end of my birthday too..

i really appreciated those who celebrated my birthday wif me..

Especially my buddy!!

Thanks for ur present..

We known each other for 9 yrs ++ le..

never know that friendship can last this long..

i still rmb how we know each other..

we also like the same cartoon character "Snoopy"..

many more..

this is how friendship started off..

hope we can still contact each other in the future too..

*Friends are easy to find..but friendships hard to earn..

It's valentine's day soon

2008-02-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

so fast it's countdown 4 days to valentine's day..

hope all couples will enjoy this very day..

to me it's juz another ordinary day..

every yr i spend it wif frenz..

go singing..go eating..

i guess this yr i spend it alone..

coz i be in camp..

even if i'm not..

i think i will still spend it alone..

no reason for this day..

but could recall the memories i had for the past..

even for the first ever relationship i had..

though we nv contact anymore..

i nv fail to forget that first time..

i guess we were young that time..

many things we dunno..

and ended..

i also dun really consider that was a start..

maybe merely juz try out..

but thanks for that time..

Happy advance valentine's day if u can see it or ur frenz see it plz convey to her..

*Everyday can be Valentine's day if we spend it like what we always spend on Valentine's day..

Decieving me..

2008-02-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

When someone is not there for u..

u know that u need them..

but when they are there for u..

u take them for granted..

though u dun mind getting taken advantage..

but your heart say diff now..

how decieving u..

it's unlike the past..

maybe it's too much le...

and we are getting tired for it..

dunno to give in more or to give up..

the choice is so hard to make...

u show care for others..

but u nv got any..

somehow or rather..

we feel a loss in us..

y ppl got it..

and not u...

maybe ppl may find u irritating..

maybe they may find u nagging..

this is their way of care..

if u dun like it..

u must tell them..

really tired...

tired......

*Decieving ourselves is not a good choice to create an excuse for ourselves..

it's feb again..

2008-02-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

it's feb again...

CNY is coming closer...

so much happy faces ard..

joy is filling up the air..

but there are ppl who isn't like most of us..

i understand why..

but i hope they dun let their mood go down..

it's always better to be happy than moody or sad..

it's also the month of romance too..

which add doubles the joy for some too..

spending times wif their companion..

enjoying the moments together..

everyone out there...

be brave coz u may not know when will u regret on things u nv do..

this is the best chance...

cherish this moment...

plan it well..

i'm sure someone out there will be touched..

it's a good month for anyone to be sad..

but i know there are bound to be some feel differently..

maybe u are one of them..

*When it's time to be happy..cherish every moment of it..

People do change..

2008-01-27T18:14:00.000+08:00

I guess i'm not as observant as ever...

it seems like ppl has change around me...

for good...and for bad...

different ppl change differently...

and yet i didn't really notice it..

sometimes i wonder if it's right to not stop certain things when u know it's wrong..

but it's hard to speak out..

Ppl are like tools...

we make use of each other to gain benefits of own..

but there are ppl who also selfishly keep everything to their own..

there is no right or wrong doing to this...

it's the opinion on individual thinking..

no one can stop wat we choose to think..

onli u know wat u wan to think..

*To do the right thing or the wrong thing lies on individual hands..

Start of Vocation Training...

2008-01-27T18:09:00.000+08:00

So fast it's time for my vocational training...

it will takes 1 month...

another 1 month to be inside again..

this time round..

lesser ppl is around anymore..

many things cannot do anymore..

it's going to be a tough 1 month to get thru..

hope everything will be go on juz smooth for me..

nothing happen at all..

that's my wish..

*Do know when it's time for work..we put in the same effort we always did for all jobs..

What a day to spend..

2008-01-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

another day has pass..

feeling so moody..

simple things that i can do seems so hard..

even feel that talking wif someone is so much difficult now..

everything happen today..

is juz so useless and meaningless..

rotting down there...thinking lots of thing in mind again..

feel that human sometimes are juz too stubborn..

u know u dun like to do it...

u like to be angry abt anything..

u wan to avoid everything..

u choose to be alone..

yet we nv do it..

how contradict is a person??

sometimes we really feel like doing something..

juz that we have no courage..

we have no confident...

dun believe that it's true that it happen to u...

by opening your mouth u know things can be different..

yet we juz can't bring ourselves to do it..

when someone think a lot..

they tend to sort out lots of thoughts...

eventually u understand how ppl thinks too..

but all these are useless..

u won't earn anything by doing all this..

be knowledgable is better...

be practical in life...

things won't change for u..

onli u make the change..

sometimes u may need a guide to help u..

to lead u..

but they are still not u..

onli u know wat guide u the path u wan..

if onli talking is like thinking..

wat u think is wat u wanna say..

den we will know the direct answer of wat ur mind think..

and not the opposite that u wish to hide..

after writing all this..

i feel this is so crap!!

ha..ha..ha..

Dun read it!! spoilt ur mind..

kill ur brain cells..

all these is rubbish..

*When you got too much thoughts..write it down somewhere..so you can keep it..and need not to think so much in a goal..

POP lo

2008-01-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Finally POP le..

4 months have passed ever since my NS life started..

wif a group of 37 guys which forms up to Squad 44 "Shi Zup Shi" (in Hokkien)..

it was fun yet tough days...

we are so united as a group..

we have very good team spirit...

we cheer each other up..

and now it's time to bid farewell to each other le..

it's time for everyone to have their role to work on..

i still rmb the time we endure all pains..

the time we have so much fun..

the time we play pranks on each other..

the time i was been teased of "Yes Sir" *thumbs Up*..

the time we was punished by our FI..

the time we study so hard together for our Law exam..

it was so much to say..

i would like to say..."Thank You Guys!!"

i will nv forget all of you..

Even if we are so close to become Best Squad..

WE ARE STILL THE BEST SQUAD..

*No matter how tough the training..eventually you will endure it through because there are friends around with you..

2008-01-13T02:54:00.000+08:00

Still another sleepless night..

not tired at all..

many thoughts juz came to mind..

if u ever have someone whom u know facing some troubles between family..

what will u do??

will u help them??

even if u help le..nothing has change...

or did u make it worsen??

or they don't wish to talk to u anymore??

all these are the situations that may happen..

i really hope i wasn't there to listen..

i wasn't there to be busybody..

however this is not my doing...

i juz like to help in anyway..

nv knew things will turn out this way..

i'm sorry if i got the chance to say it..

and if u are there to listen to me..

*Even if we are a good listener..we may not be a good advicer..

2008-01-13T02:33:00.000+08:00

13 days passes so fast..

however nothing really happen too..

either happy or sad..

it's juz another day..

but come to think abt the time when u been thru the hardships with ur NS buddies..

the good times and bad times..

we shld learn to cherish this time now..

learn to say sorry to anyone whom u are sorry to..

learn to encourage one and another when they needed one..

learn to share their probs not letting them face it alone..

learn to behave what we shld behave now..

however..speaking is more easier than action..

i dunno if human are always like this..

we always say..but not do..

am i like this too??

i wonder..always wondering..*thinking*

*Action speak louder than words..keep this in mind..

Start Of 2008..

2008-01-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

It's been 13 days of 2008 le...

I'm sorry for this late post..

Juz wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year!!

Hope u all forget all bad memories..

Keep all good memories..

Esp the love u received from anyone..the love u gave to the special someone..

all this will always be inside our heart..

even if there are so much to say for 2007..

thoughts running thru the mind...

let's keep it..somewhere u wish it will be..

now let's create a new history for 2008..

*Smile* ^-^

*History is for us to look back on how we present ourselves in the past and to reflect on the bad habits and doings we did..

Soon to be POP..

2007-12-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

After so much hardwork..

it's finally come to a rest le..

Most of the tests and exam is over...

time to prepare ourselves for future jobs..

i dunno if i'm ready for it..

but i juz have to be both physically and mentally prepared..

*Always prepare ourselves for the future..time don't wait for us..

Watching life changes

2007-12-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

Times really changes a person..

the way they think...the way they behaves..

how a person want to be depends on themselves..

choose a path of loneliness is stupidity..

u may feel happy to be that way..

as times passes..u wouldn't anymore..

coz no one is there to listen to u..

no one to share your joy & sorrow..

no one whom u wan to seek attention to..

all u wan is a negative side of u..

a devil side of u...

feeling that all this will satisfy u...

yet still so empty inside of u..

don't regret in the future..

*Choose your path the way you want to have..

Didn't got any off for holiday...

2007-12-25T03:53:00.000+08:00

Though there are 2 holidays which placed so nicely that someone wan to take off on the other day..

yet i can't...

due to.. exam..haix..

didn't think much abt the exam...

i dun wish to hope high..

but juz do my best..

because of this..i didn't have a great rest too..

or to relax ba..

keep rush with the time..time passes so fast..

Christmas has come..

Merry Christmas to all!!

but i didn't have a great day..

plan was somehow spoil due to the crowd..

can't blame..because it's holiday..

seriously i know the feeling to be celebrating alone..

i rather i'm out there somewhere..

wif my frenz..my buddies..or anyone us..

those celebrating alone..Merry Christmas!!

Pls rmb there is always frenz who cares for u!!

though they might not be free..

maybe also because of some quarrelling or misunderstanding..

i'm sure they really hope to accompany u..so u are not alone..

Hope i have a better Christmas next yr!! Lastly...Merry Christmas!!

*Wishing others is also a form of concern for them because they knows that you cares...

Sleepless Sunday Night

2007-12-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Another sleepless night...

not in the mood to smile...

not in the mood to talk...

not in the mood to do almost anything...

trying to find things to do like writing some new sms...

but i'm stupid.. and no ideas too..

I'm so tired.. yet so active in mind..

How can i sleep well??

Someone teach me??

*The feeling is awful when you cannot do things as you wanted...

Another weekend has passed...

2007-12-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

*Another weekend has passed...*

I spend a great weekend wisely with the time i'm out...
went to meet my SPG frenz after their mini concert on fri..
So long nv see le..and i miss the time when i'm there...
it's feels like...it's been so long...a feeling of time has passes so fast yet it's onli a year..
so much of fun i have in SPG..
though i'm not as active as some others..
but seeing them having the fun..eventually makes one feel happy too..
Take care oh..SPG frenz!!

After meeting them..i meet wif my sec frenz and the birthday boy..Yanchee..
we went to the chalet for a night stay..juz for fun..
the whole event was great..coz we have small gatherings wif so many sec sch frenz..
so much fun and laughter has filled the event for his birthday...
hope he enjoys it..
get to see long time no see sec sch frenz..some have change maybe..
but really happy to see them..though so much of teasing is spreading around..
but it was a night of laughter and fun..
Esp janice...juz came back to visit us..She is still so cheerful as ever..
Lastly..Birthday boy..Happy 21st Birthday..

But this didn't end the day..we still catch a midnight show after that..
though we are tired..
we still watch HITMAN...
a nice show..really..

Spend such a great weekend..

but sun still comes le..

a day for me going to book in later...

a day to pack my bag...

a day for a good rest...

a day of mind resting and listen to songs that i always listen...

a day of reading of ppl blogs...

a day of writing my blogs...

and a day of many more...

With frenz around..we won't feel lonely...

coz we know they can listen to us when we need 1..

joke around when we see them stressed up...

Frenz is a great support to most ppl..

even frenz we nv been contact for a long time...

they might be a great support for us..

Do smile to anyone when u feels the person needs one..

u might not know who might feels better after seeing it..

even u might not see them smile...

maybe they dun like to smile..

maybe they dunno how to smile..

but inside their heart..

they might be smiling..

*Smile is a support which keeps life going..

A day of boredom

2007-12-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

It's seems like time passes slowly..

all things happen around us is so dramatic..

wondering if this is a real life or juz imagination..

NS seems to be fun yet tough..

everyone has different point of view towards it..

Exam is coming for me..

yet i'm not worried..

i dunno why..

seems like life is bored..

was thinking alot and reading on some story recently..

to distress myself..

"Life between two person can be so interesting if they know how to..

it can be worse if they living with each other in their own thinking..

they dun share..

they dun talk..

they dun try to find out..

what's happen between them..

living single can be feeling so free..

yet lonely..

remembering the times between two of them..

makes one feel so sour..

yet they still live on.."

*Only you can choose the path that you want to have for your life.

To everyone who is taking O level soon

2007-10-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

Time passes so fast..i finally finish my 1 month of physical training le..
now it's time to start all the lesson le..

And so fast..all my frenz whom i know de mostly going to take O level too..
Exam is next week if i nv forget wrongly..

All the Best to those who is taking O level ah!!
Good Luck and must take care of yourself during this period..
ESPECIALLY MEi!!! Dun get yourself sick okie!!!
i will support U all the way de..not letting u fight this war alone..
U got so many people around to care for U!!
Jia You!!! Jia You!!! =)

*If you believe in yourself..you can do great things!! Remember IT!!!

Recent happenings

2007-08-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

So much things happened during the period i nv blog le... such as..

-I'm sick..very sick..till i BTH..go see doc..hahax.. -Went to Night safari
*Period when i'm sick*

i can say it all started on a chalet i went wif my mac de frenz.. and it happen on the sun morning.. hmm..long story.. at first i tot it was fine for me.. but on the following day (mon).. i went to toliet now and then... hmm can count like 10 times?? hahax...i was too shag to see doc..so eat some medicine which i can find it at home.. den following day was better...hence i didn't wan to visit him (doc) But den wed happen again..omg..damn sianz.. so i decided to visit him the following day..

Medicine received..i was SHOCKED!! i saw wat i got..1 is for germ infestion that i got.. the other one is for stomach digestion and it is MAGNESIUM CARBONATE!!! i tot it was a chemistry kinda stuff which we can find it in sec sch lab.. but i actually received it at a liquid medicine.. it tastes like....u sure dun wanna know..lol that's all for my sick period...

*Night Safari Outing*

This is my first ever time to visit night safari.. and didn't know so many ppl went there that night.. there are really a lot of animal.. but some of them we nv get to see it coz they are hiding.. there are also a lot of small enclosure wif small animal in it.. but we can't find it..hence it's like photo hunt..all my friends and i looking into the glass trying to spot them..lol And 2 of my frenz get to see wat they long lasted to see Fishing Cat and Mousedeer!! it was a great trip but no photo of the animals.. as no flash is recommended...but i did get to capture some animals i visit.. and some bones photo..lolx..

Night Safari Logo

Countdown of 47 days

2007-07-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

So fast..rain has stopped today.. it's been raining recently..but it kinda feeling cooling too..
raining weather are quite troublesome at times..as we can only stay indoors..
makes one dun feel like getting out..

As for me, it's like countdown of another 47 days more..
Haha..finally counting down..
but it's like time passing by so slowly..

i feel everyday is so slow..maybe because i'm doing basically nothing at home..
Daily routines are the same...
and somehow i became a runner in my family for this period of time..

Recently being out often..
esp like kbox, movies, gym, runnning, playing magic cards and etc..
so i spent most of the times wif those close to me..
eg. my buddies...my best frenz..my poly frenz and my meimei..

esp for meimei..u must jia you k? As exam is around de corner..
if u need help in anyway..i will help u..i give u my best support!!!
and others who are having Olevel too!!
must buck up ya? Coz i hope u will do well too!!
it's juz this few mths for the hardwork and hard time...
i'm sure it will pay off!! Gd luck All!!

*Hardwork is always the key to success..As everyone do work hard at least once..and it's proven!!

Deep thoughts..

2007-05-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder..when people went into deep thoughts..are they really so deep that even someone call u..u also cannot hear...

I can say that..i am like this..esp when i am watching a show..i put all my attention into it..that someone call on me..i can't hear them..or reply them later..hahax..i can't change it..but i did tried..

How i hope someone can help me..is there a solution to it??

Lately..a lot of ppl is moody..izzit a trend going on..or really they are moody...

when ppl start to be moody..ur feeling is suck..and do anything also suck..
and sometimes u may frustrated over little matter..i hate that..but den it's sometimes beyond our control..as u dunno when u maybe moody urself..

thinking a lot today...abt how future it will be for me..how life it will be..how can i change life if i will to do this or that..hahax *this or *that cannot say..hahax...how will life be to be alone?...wif someone..? wat happen when u moody and u do silly thing..hahax...

quite stupid right..but den this are juz some little things onli..i think alot..but dun rmb so many le...hahax...

*Deep thoughts enable you to get through a lot of thoughts..

Got my enlistment letter..

2007-04-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Recently was a busy week i guess..so tired and a bit sick..hahax..
but today i received my enlistment letter le!!

i tot i nv get sia..coz all frenz ard me de almost all get le..
left me..so i think abt it..if this week nv get..jiu must wait for sept or oct batch le..hahax
but i receive TODAY!! hahax..

i tio police academy..to my surprise..i nv expected i will tio there..
always thinking that i will go tekong...hahax

2 things to happy abt..
1- i tio police
2- i got my letter

hahax...that's all for today..was a tired day..need to go rest now!! Good night all!!

*Sometimes i wonder if mood swing is good or bad..you know?

Happy Birthday to our brother Kenny!!

2007-04-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time i updated le..

today i going to post this birthday wish post to our BROTHERHOOD de KENNY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!

Finally 21 liao..lol..got surprised by our gifts ma?? need a lot of thinking toknow wat's our present it will be..hahax..

Thanks for the invitation to ur chalet man..long time nv had such a big room for chalet..and is onli for the brotherhood ppl onli..hahax..

Juz came back from his chalet ytd..we had a great weekend wif lots of activities..was playing volleyball..lolx..swimming..talking..dotaing...and magicing..lolx..not everyone will understand all the terms i mention..but i can say we had a great time man!!

*To make oneself to be happy and cheerful, you must share your joy with the people around you..So that u be happy too as someone is there to enjoy with u!!

Grandma admitted in again..

2007-04-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

Busy lately..feeling so tired..finally the intake stuff is going to finish soon..

But something not really gd happen..my grandma admitted to the hosp again..as people ages..they tend to be more sick..haix..really very sad to see my grandma that way..

at first i was quite worried..coz doctor say de things are not really positive...i was like..OMG!!!

But luckily it didn't turn out the way doctor say...coz he say is a maybe that she might have..because of this i visit her almost everyday..so everytime i come back from there..wif a body which is so tired after 1 whole day of chionging of job..so nv blog..finally got chance to blog le..

*If u got the chance to choose the pain to be on yourself or the person who is getting it..who will you choose..

Tired body with pain

2007-03-31T10:19:00.000+08:00

Finally it's really a weekend le..haix..recently rushing to do work..and injure myself..=(

I juz sprain my back ytd while i was carrying the stock..haix..need to be careful..need to do the correct way of carrying not anyhow le.."SEE LA!! LEISIANG injure le...happy liao la?" (talking to myself)...hahax sorry ah i may look stupid..this is the way i do to scold myself to learn from mistake..

Though it's been 2 weeks when we started rushing..but still got a lot to go man..haix..i dunno if i got time to relax till 15 april..after work i sure very tired..need to take some rest first..if not i dunno how long more i can still tahan!!

Sorry to all if i can't attend to activities that u all organise..juz hope u all understand!! thx!!

*Correct procedure at workplace should be enforced at all times to avoid injury..Do remember this well!!

LeiSiang and Qiao ting God-Siblings Anniversary

2007-03-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

To most ppl..they will feel like y there is a need or say really is there god bro or god sis...??

i am sure of myself that i have a "her" now..it's been 2yr and 3mths we ever started to become god siblings..

Frenz around may say.."izzit u kanna rejected..den ask her to become ur sis ", "dun bluff la..wat god sis".. all sorts of things..but i really tell them she is really my god sis onli..

So i would like to share to the viewers that there is really this kinda siblings-like relationship de...today is our anniversary..haha..rmb is siblings anniversary not love kinda relationship..

How we known each other was thru workplace..starting dunno her at all...but slowly i get to know her better..

She is those friendly friendly kinda..easy to chat wif..nuthing to hide de..cheerful type..especially when she smile and laugh..it affects ppl around...

I used to have a god sis too..but all not so close de..but this sis of mine..i feel we are really bro and sis..as my family is all boys..so i would like to have a sis whom i can dote to..to show care for her..be there when she is sad..

And out of those god sis i got..this is the closest to me de..whom i can share all my probs too..and really understand me..

So i really cherish this sis of mine..and i believe that we are really..truely is sibling-like god bro and sis..

So i wanna say Happy Anniversary to her!! hahax =)

*Nothing in this world is free..you will need to find it..cherish it..then you will know the good of it..when u find it..u will know it..

Weekend activities

2007-03-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

It was a great weekend i had..

Sat was rather a relax day..coz i been slacking and chatting wif my mei mei and some of my frenz...chatting seems to be 1 of my favourite hobby..coz i can relax..i can ask Qn.. and i learn from wat i ask..hahax..Most imptly..it also built better bonds and understand each other better..

As for Sun,
i was looking forward for this event..it was a invitation from my Buddy, Syaza..celebrating her 21st birthday at NTU for BBQ cum gathering session..though i dunno most of them there..but i feel that they are very friendly..but onli to our group seems like very anti social..hahax..shld say try to chat or talk to them and help them...i feel rather odd..hahax..coz usually i will help out for BBQ session..

it was a enjoyable evening of BBQ and chatting..chat wif zhujun and rose..so long nv meet le..so check up how they doing..after much chatting it was cake cutting for syaza..and the most interesting part..that all birthday shld have de..SABOTAGE!! haha...saw my buddy kanna sabo..lolx..hope she enjoy her birthday celebration..and Thanks buddy for inviting me =)!!

but time seems to be running damn fast...so fast is Monday again..hahax..juz like ppl say..monday blues!! hahax..i also have..coz this morning is raining..really dun feel like waking up..but..still have to..coz got WORK!!!

Work for today still the same ba..the onli diff is i do STUNT!! hahax..usually we have lunch break..if we eat fast..den we got more time to rest or take a nap..so today..i went to take a nap at the second level of our shelf..coz it's cooler there..hahax..when it's going to start work..as i came down..i tot i step on the wooden plank..but i didn't..hence i hurt both of my knee cap..hahax..but dun worry i am fine..that's all for today and my weekend..=)

*Remember!! Do not do anything stupid..because you might get hurt..Think before you do!!

Tired Day!!

2007-03-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

Finally it's weekend...haha!!

Btw letting you ppl know wat exactly i am doing now..i am now working as a Temp packaging working at Army logistic base..haha..dun worry is not NS yet..but have a chance to see wat i be
getting when i enlisted..

Working here very tired de..mon to fri..packed a lot of stuff..like duffel bag, field bag..etc..
this week i feel this work is like sometimes waste of time de..

Tell u wat happen today...

recently we are busy packing the duffel bag for april tekong intake..den sometimes NS men from other unit come..
So..they returned some of the bag we packed and gave them..due to..some ppl think defer or cancel la...WAH LAO!!

waste effort packing sia..den we somemore need to depack and place back..haix..now i know y my colleague say that they got many job to do de..no time to take a little time of slack...haha...

*Health is important..Do cherish it..Rest when u think u should..=)

A wonderful birthday gathering

2007-03-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

It was a wonderful day yesterday...i celebrated mei mei 18th birthday wif her by treating her to eat and went Kbox to enjoy ourselves..still got Wei Jun came along wif us too..though it was feel rather short on the celebration..i really hope mei mei is happy!! Cox she wasn't happy recently too..so juz wan her to feel happy and have a wonderful 18th birthday..

Never see her so happy le..got so many ppl wish her..got surprise flower etc etc...Haha

After that i went to my pri sch frenz 21st birthday chalet..we were rather quite late..and really sorry to be so late..coz everyone was waiting for us to cut cake..but luckily we ask them to cut first dun wait for us..if not will be rather paiseh..hahax..

Have a great chat after almost 7 yrs not met..but was rather sad..coz onli 2 went for her birthday..the rest was not free..nvm..hope to see them real soon ba...that's abt it!!

*Girls really like flowers a lot..when they don't receive it oftenly..=)

Mei Mei Birthday

2007-03-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

Finally i change my Blogskin and do some updates to it...

All because i wan to have my first update post for my mei mei..

Coz she is the one who created this wonderful nice blog for me...

So i wan to say a big THANK YOU!!!

"Happy Birthday to You"
"Happy Birthday to You"
"Happy Birthday to Mei Mei"
"Happy Birthday to You!!!!!!!!"

*You must live happy k?

Am i at wrong?

2006-07-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

This morning was a breezy cooling morning...

rain is still falling...

but still have to carry the heavy little me to school...

dun really feel like going...

but for the sake of the attendance...

lesson has been a bored 1...

nothing really interested me out...

even during today guitar lesson...was not really an enjoyable 1...

this is wat i feel...

maybe becoz of my mood ba...

i dunno if i have make a mistake...

or did something wrong...

my mei mei did not reply any sms for the whole day...

even when i call her...

no respond was the answer for me...

even if juz some words...

maybe i can ease down my worries...

it has been hard for her....

school work not going on her ways...

working hard but it dun pays for some subject...

but this is part of life...

i guess this is part of mine too...

ha...ha...ha...

........

*Always realise things before it happen..if not u may regret even if u don't even know that u have did something disastious...

Depression arises

2006-07-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

It has been so long..depression came to action..no mood to write anything ba...

nothing really happen during the 1 month that i forgot to blog...

and it also so concidence that i blog almost every month...

when i am on the mood of depression...

Problems from anywhere will nv stop there...

and i am sure that i have to face it...

i am grown up...

but i still feel that i am not...

am i?....

juz wan to know of an answer...

is being "kuai" not that good?...

or should i say i need to be naughty a bit more...

ppl often say that y u mama boy...

but i am juz being filial to let them know wat i am really doing...

dun they do that too??..

maybe i am juz to simple minded...

maybe i am still soft...

that's y...

i dunno wat is my impression to others..

and i always wanted to know...

even is good or bad...

can i know??...

even is bad...y??

being alone i think still is my best time to imagine things around...

to imagine almost anything...

ha..ha..ha..

....

*to walk out of depression...firstly u need to walk out yourself...BE YOURSELF!!

19 june (Rainy)

2006-06-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

19 june (Rainy)

recently juz went to genting for a vacation..but it is not as enjoyable as wat u may think..
there is good points if u go wif family
examples: - Share cost of meal
- may not need u to pay

but there are bad points too
examples: - usually stick together
- wif kids around must bear wif them (naughty kind)
- scolding of relatives to their children

of all this is enuff to tell u y this trip may not be an enjoyable 1...

*Try to not to accommodate people if u dun really wan to...

Tired working day

2006-05-29T00:54:00.000+08:00

Today is a tired day..so many customer sia..like nv eat Mac before...all order so much...

me and the rest work like hell sia...hahax

think is always this tired lo...but i dun seem to overtire de...hahax

this is great lo...if not i may dunno overtire and lay down dunno where...

But i finally done wif mei mei present le...it has been a long time le..

due to busy and a bit of lazy here and there...

i spent my time to touch-up whatever i see i can do and added a lot of things in it...

hope she will like it very much...

But i still got error...and i found it too late...hahax..

nvm i learn from mistake...

today is the last week of school le...

next week e-learning week no school...yeah..

and it also means my exam is near too...haix

everyone please jia you k!!

*Good results is paid when u put in effort and hard work, not through smart or clever...

How long has it been...

2006-05-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

It was long after i have the last post at 17 Feb 2006...

Many people came by to visit this blog...

But i failed to updated it...

as a owner of this blog...

i feel very disappointed in myself too...

Laziness causes big trouble...

Guess i am back Guys!!..

(^_^)

*No matter how lazy one person is...they will eventually work hard with their own will.

2006-02-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

It's already the 17th of Feb...

Valentine's day was juz 3 days ago....

Nv really spent this day...

coz no one...

but got a group of buddies...

we celebrated this day together...

a group of loners....

3 out of us...

spent this day for the 2nd time...

ha...ha..

walking down the streets....

watching so many couples....

many flower was held in their hands....

the feelings for each other...

has bring the surroundings to a world of love....

but there are also sad couples...

they are separated from this day onwards...

from their long run...

recently bought yin yue ri ji 3...

it's a great CD...

i feel relax listening to people stories...

wonder will my story be there...

.....

*Even how strong a person, emotion is the weakness of people...

It's been Long..

2006-01-25T00:53:00.001+08:00

It's has been long that i updated my blog...sorry to those viewers who are so concern and caring about me...i nv update my blog...1 Reason : No time!!!, 2 Reason: Lazy...

I was scolded but a person of LAZY PIG!!! LoLx...

So i think it's time to do something too...

What i can say is...this year is a good start for me...

I need to clear my LazIness!!!

MUST CLEAR!!!!

Hahax...not easy but can try...

and soon to be a New YEar!!!

to me...

My year resets on the Chinese New Year!!!..

not the calendar new year!!...

so i guess i need to do some soul searching of what i have done the past 1 year!!!..

As it is soon to be Chinese New Year!!!...

Hereby wishes everyone Happy New Year....

"GONG XI FA CAI"

*Days must clear with a happy and positive way...

wOw!! it's 2:45am...

2005-12-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

so fast we have reach the end of term 1 of sem 2....

dun feel like going to sch later....boring...

but still have a quiz to attend...

however...i am satisfied with my this week test....

i have really done well and work hard for it....

hope i can continue to do it...

and maintain the goal that me and my buddy aims...

must get high high the grade and credit...

hehex...though is not easy...

at least we work hard.......

used to be moody...

but after the case have come to an end...

i am normal again...

seeing her smile again...

the worries for me is over too...

and life will still go on normal too...

people around me all sick le...

hope i will not be 1...

U must take care!!!!

i mean "U"....

U is u people who are close and are all my frenz de...

.....

....Wan an....

*No matter how strong u are...there will be time that we will still breakdown...and ended sick...

it's dec 06...

2005-12-06T23:12:00.001+08:00

Juz wanna share little things with everyone who is viewing my blog....

If u are always alone.......staring into space.......doing nothing.......

it's time to do something le.......

Anything u can do......

Juz dun keep yourself nothing better to do.....

it will onli makes 1 more moody and sianz.....

dun feel like doing anything....

juz stay at the spot....

Things mention above is almost like me sometimes......

and i feel that blog is always like a sadist type.....

now i think back...

i dun feel that.....

it keeps memories of things u have done......

and make those viewers see how fortunate am i.......

coz not everyone can be like me.......

even it's always moody and sad.....

people still care for u.......

and i am always the listener of others too.......

hope i did a great job......

sometimes i am also a speaker......

and i dunno y...

i advised ppl de........

i dun apply it to myself........

but to be honest........

i am proud that i am me now.........

the present me has do me proud.........

i juz feel that........

sometimes it may be juz some small prob i haf make....

things are eventually fine again.......

hahax........i feel that today wat i write is juz crap.......

but at least i crap to have such long post.......

hehex....

*Too much craps is bad for health...Try to control what u think...and Do The Right Thing and Think....

1 month le....

2005-11-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

It's been 1 month le......

...

ever since start school, life is bored again....

...

in school, or holiday...

...

to me is like the same....

...

it's only the programme to plan to go thru my day....

...

recent happening!!!!

(Grand opening of Singapore Science Centre Macdonald)

is a sucess, but was disappointed....

(Performance In SP on event Chill at SP)

Was boring yet fun....

...

Nothing much happened le...

...

only some small stuffs...not necessary to know...

...

Good Night to All!!!

*Be sure to care for those who are around you...be it enemy or frenz...there will be a time when peace come...hatred will be over too...

School starts...

2005-10-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Times passes so fast...holiday has ended...in a very different way for me i guess....have spent my days wisely....

Teaching of my buddy guitar....making her to understand more about it...and let her enjoy the playing of guitar....hope i have been one good teacher....i nv teach much i think...i am not a pro myself...but has try to do my best....

Sharing my knowledge of accounts wif my 'o' level frenz...teach her on her account...try to make her doubts clear...though i may not be 1 good teacher....but she have been a good student to me...work hard christy!!!!!!...

Guess everyone will have troubles...having listen to so many of them..."family probs", "school stress", "relationship prob"...all this will give me some thoughts of life...sharing my opinion to them...hope i have been a good one for them...be sure to look for me when u needed 1!!~

I think everyone have finish their exam le....hope they will enjoy wat they will be doing rite now...

Never really spent my time wif my god sis...so sorry...she seems troubled....but nuthing was done by me to make her better...dun worry won't neglect for sure....i promise!!!.......find your this gorgor that will listen and help u when u needed 1....

Knowing a new frenz so magically...hahax...or so special...feeling like a long lost frenz...even we know each other not long...but to me is very long....we share common interest...enjoy talking wif this frenz...will not forget this frenz for sure...a special frenz....maybe it's fate....missing the times of conversation....school starting...haix.....

Guess all this events....has ended my holiday....today is another new start...will look forward to it...hope it will be a good start...

To all who is reading ....thank you...Good NightZ...

*Events that has walk through with us....will always keep in a door call memories...

Yr 2 first sem result....

2005-10-19T11:21:00.000+08:00

So fast i gotta work hard le....

Results was out....

wasn't a good one...

Got "D"....

Sad case....

but will work hard in the next sem...

so i will get better grades....

and all my frenz around must jia you wor...

we work hard togther...

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*Hard work will pay off if you really spent effort on it...

James birthday celebration....

2005-10-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today is james birthday...we had a dinner at Jp seoul garden...quite a big group but did not manage to get everyone to sit together...quite sad...but still enjoy ourself wif the food...and quite exp to go on week ends...so next time ppl out there rmb not to go during weekends....

List of people
-Lei Siang
-Wei jun
-Qiao Ting
-Alex
-Shu Fen
-Sullivan
-Sok Kee
-Chong How
-Li Li
-Xiao Qin
-Yi Wen
-Kun Tat
-James (Birthday boy)
-James's frenz

All the list above is not all...some cannot come...like ke you, yini, evelyn etc. so many more....but they have send their wishes to him....

Happy birthday James....hope all your wishes come true...

*though we are not there...but always remember that our hearts will always be there to wish u....

A Movie...

2005-10-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

Juz wanna share a movie story of "Tong Meng Qi Yuan"....

This story toks abt a little boy whom lost her mother from young and hates his step-mother a lot...He was those very naughty kind...will do anything that he can think of...One day, he saw this old man...he got a wonderful potion that can make one grow alot overnight....this naughty boy went to steal it...and he did grow alot in overnight and he ages alot within days too...this is the regret of his life...the story continues....

We always know that we should cherish our time wisely and not wasting any time...as we know that we onli haf 1 life...and we use this lifetime to experience a lot of things...if time goes too fast...we might be able to do wat we wan...

How i always wish that we stop at that age which we like....life still goes on....

*Always know wat u are choosing in life...juz like the path u are walking down now....

Outing wif my sec frenz

2005-10-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

YeaH!!!! YeaH !!!! YeaH!!!!

ExaM is OVer...so it's time tO eNjoy OUrSelf.....no need tO thInk abT the StreSSed lIfe le!!!!!!!!!!!! LeT juX reLax ouRself!!!

After exam, my first event of entertainment on the list, it was a outing wif my sec sch bUddies... Kelvin, Jackey, Kenny, Yanchee, Weijun, Jeffery, Song Yong, Guan Huat, Wei liang, Boonwei and Myself......coz we planned this before hand...ermmm ard 3 week in advance..muHAHAHAHA!!!! So was booked by my buddies for ytd evening slot....

And before the evening slOt, there is another outing also...Rose, Zhu JUn, HongkiaT, yanch33 and Myself AGain!!!! Coz all long time nv met...so gather out to eat and chat...sometimes tIo "OWNED"...haha...coz kinda say silly things thru out....and kanna shoot....wahahah!!!! We went to wheelock place...seriously i am kinda sad!!! coZ i not familiar wif town area!!!! Hope i can go down often ba...Jio ppl go!!! YeaH!!!! Oh ya....den we went to NYDC have snacks myself and dinner for the rest....den after that we went to Far East Plaza to take neoprints..(Rmb ppl: look carefully as i mistaked shopping centre as plaza)...wahahaha!!!!! wat a joke!!!

Showing You all those photos!!!

Now go on wif the evening outing...we went marina eat steamboat...at first it rain in the afternoon ard 3pm....den thinking "WAH sianz"...but lucky it stops early....we have a great chat and eating...toking craPs...and keep shooting ppl and tio "OWNED"....muahahah!!! den we went arcade to enjoy...jackey is damn crazy abt those hook toys the game....he spend quite a lot...and we ask him whether is for who....he say..."no la juz kep lo"...Wah we sure cannot believe it...so ask spy to check it out....LOL....den after that we went to cineleisure to watch midnight show....HaIx i dunno abt others la...but to me that show is not my type....super bored....that show was "Devil's Rejects".....after show we went 7-11 buy things makam and chat....until there is train....and went home straight sleep...LOL....

But indeed, had really enjoy myself ytd....hope to meet u guys out again to relax...

worst day ever!!!

2005-09-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

No words can describe wat i really feel....

Nobody will understand wat i really have done....

i feel myself so lousy......

nv feel so lousy before.....

maybe i was distracted ba....

nv do my job properly....

fail to help much.....

thanKx to all my frenz who have help me in the project....

very glad....

*Frustrated will make someone more distracted and cannot finish anything in hand...

Another day of rain...

2005-09-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time i last blog...so fast now is already september....everyone is busy now...no one is free now....those who are free are basically rotting...

Feel that day by day passes, more sianz....have a feeling that people is MIA....can't contact and nv contact....bored!!~

Soon will be 2nd sem of school...after the 1st sem of exam is over....

Same as before...

outside is raining....

feeling cold....

hope that sun will shines....

*Sun is our greatest friend.........

Feeling Ups and Downs....

2005-08-16T02:33:00.000+08:00

Nv really wan to feel in this kinda mood.....is it good or bad??...currently listening to a very nice background music from my frenz blog....it's intrumental....viewing on the blog...saw some text which i feel is very relevant....it's abt female and male.....am i wat the text is toking abt ...or someone else....??? *wondering*.... .... ....

Recently i really wan to cherish my frenz ard....i am glad to have u guys ard...be it juz a sms....a phone call...it really matters a lot.....i may have weird moods....maybe mood swings....cold at times....dun talk...talk loudly....it's uncontrollable...though i am the main controller itself....moods changes as the surroundings changes....it will try to adapt the surroundings....after so much hardship that has been thru....these are things we shall rmb and learnt from them....Maybe in the past i may have hurt anyone of u....deeply here i truly to say a Sorry....i did not do it on purpose....

*Be it anywhere....if a frenz who need my help...i will reach out my hands for them...to help them wat i can....and do my best....

Great day...saw nice stuffs...

2005-08-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ya Ya....going to work wif a very joyful and happy mood in the morning...nuthing really makes my day bad...until i found out somethings.....haix...sianz liao...no mood...so went back home wif jun to clean up ourselves to rest and see NDP at home...a great show as this year there is mobile column...and went to 3 places....1 of it is at jurong....went out at ard 7+...to jurong see fireworks....and luckily...managed to reach on time to watch...nice fireworks....den after...went to find a best place to watch mobile column to pass JE area...

Saw many new vehicle...artilltiary tank....there is also APC, jeep, speedboat...etc...very nice as can watch it wif my own eyes..first ever time to see it in front of me live so near...like ard 4 or 5 metre away onli....but they took quite a long time to come JE....nearly 1 and half hour more from the predicted time...and ended up late for ke you birthday party....

*Nothing is nice in this world until you experience in person....

time past so fast...

2005-08-02T02:50:00.000+08:00

So fast it's already 2nd of august.....

it's also the start of 2nd term.....

MST already began.....

1 paper has over....

Stress reduced.....

4 papers coming up......

followed by 4 PBIL..........

Haix...life so miserable....

hope i can cope with it.....

*Time is always valuable when u know how to cherish it....

Holiday...cum study week...

2005-07-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

So fast is another study week le...haix...and after this will be a small MST (test)...dun really have the mood to study...juz wanna relax myself wif music...do nothing and rot...

dunno wat to blog abt...

Very bored.....

Dunno how is the future like....

raining heavily outside....

dunno when will it stop....

getting so cold....

trying to warm myself....

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*Life is a thing we should look forward and enjoy....

long time....

2005-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

it's has been two week plus le....i nv blog le....i was busy wif my work...and also quite lazy too sometimes....

From of the busiest time i am in...i still managed to relax myself wif my buddies....some of them on holiday...so we went k box....sing the whole night...and enjoy ourselves very much....

Singing is really a "di-stressing" stuff u can try....

*remember to relax yourself often....healthy is the key to all things..

Wallet found!!!

2005-06-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

U know wat!?!?! Wallet was found....this morning an uncle came to my house to pass it to my maid...i believe is the taxi driver....coz wif the description i got from my maid....i didn't get to meet him...and tok to him...as i was still on bed...wanted to thank him...really hard to find this kind of kind person...

As i wanted to compliment him to the company...i make a serious mistake of not noticing his plate number or name...hence i can't compliment him at all...so be sure next time if anyone u want to compliment, plz notice the plate number....

ThanK god...

My wallet was found.....

All the things are still there....

precious things are still there for me to cherish....

photos are still there for me to recall of sweet memories.....

(+^_^+)

*Kind people will sure get good things in life....

Lost wallet!!!!

2005-06-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Wat a day man......

i lost the things which is precious to me.....

some cards which is important to me....

some photos which i always cherish.....

A wallet from a good frenz whom gave me as a present.....

And i lost it....

i was so careless....

so clumsy.....

so forgetful....

haix....

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*Always cherish things around you....